Sunday, November 22, 2009
Quick Update
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The Snow Is Here To Stay!




Well, it snowed big time on Sunday night! When I got to church at 6, a few flakes were falling, but not very much. After church, I heard someone say, "It's snowing!" and I thought, "Well, yeah, but it's not THAT big of a deal." And when I go outside I realize it was a big deal! Everything was covered in snow and it was steadily falling! So of course I had to take pictures of the parking lot. I was in shock because there was nothing on the ground two hours earlier.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
It's Snowing!
It is finally really snowing, and I think it's going to stick. Of course it was forecasted to be partly cloudy and sunny tonight and tomorrow...I guess you can't predict the weather no matter where you live. So why do we have meteorologists?
Monday, November 2, 2009
Boston Bound
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Sad News
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Moose Sightings!
On a serious note, I would like to ask for prayers for a man named Roy whose family used to go to church with my family. He is having a second bypass surgery this afternoon and is really sick. He has a family history of heart problems and has suffered many heart attacks, and now has pneumonia, congestive heart failure, liver and kidney problems, anemia and only 20% of his heart is working. This is a very sweet family who has been through A LOT over the years and they need prayers for strength and peace and please pray for God to heal Roy.
I mentioned last post about the book my home Bible study group is reading, called "The Prodigal God" by Timothy Keller. It is very good! It is about the parable of the prodigal son, but with a new perspective that I had never thought of before. We usually focus on the part of the story of the younger son who asks for his part of his father's inheritance, squanders it, lives foolishly, then comes to his senses and comes back home not believing he is worthy to be a son but just a servant, but the father gladly welcomes him back. The father gives him nice things and throws a feast for him. The story is usually used to show that God loves us and no matter how far we run away from Him, if we decide to come back, He will welcome us with open arms. That is very true and is one point to the story. However, the other part, "Act 2", as this author puts it, is about the older brother.
The older brother complains to the father that he has never disobeyed his father and yet his brother is getting this wonderful treatment, and taking from the older brother's inheritance. (The younger brother had already taken his part, so what was left was the older brother's, and now the father is taking from that and giving it to the younger brother). Remember that Jesus was telling this parable to pharisees. This author suggests that the point of the story was to focus on both brothers...both were lost...both were living to control the father and get what they wanted...one did it by being very, very bad and the other did it by being very, very good. But BOTH didn't love the father, but wanted His stuff. The "tax collectors and sinners" that Jesus was criticized for hanging out with were the "younger brothers" and the pharisees, who knew the law and tried to keep it perfectly, were the "older brothers". It's also interesting that Jesus leaves the story open ended. What happened to the older brother? What did he decide?
This is pretty scary stuff when you really think about it and think about your own life. (At least it is for me). "Younger brothers" are easy to spot: they go off on their own, live their own way, and do whatever they want and it's easy to see that they are lost. However, "older brothers" do everything right, they have very strong morals, and seem like they are doing ok, but they don't have that relationship, that love for God. They are good because they think that's how everyone should be and that is how you get heaven. We usually divide the world into these two categories, or at least into different levels of each extreme. Jesus, however, in this parable was saying he doesn't see us like that. He sees us as all lost, and he reaches out to everyone. Remember in the story, the father (who represents God) invited both brothers to the feast (heaven). When the younger brother came home, the father brought him in and when the older brother didn't want to go, the father went to him asked him to come. God wants all to be saved, and just because I am good, and go to church, am nice to people, and even do what God wants, doesn't mean I deserve good things from God, or even deserve heaven. I am lost unless I have a personal relationship with God (the agape and the phileo love Jesus talked about in John).
Until I started reading this book I didn't realize what I was doing. I had to take a hard look at why I live the way I do. Is it because I love God and realize without Him I would be nothing, or is it because I know that's what I'm supposed to do to get to heaven? It really makes you keep your motivation in check. It's easy for me to think about losing my dad, or not getting the answers to my prayers that I want, or going through hard times and wanting to say to God, "This isn't fair, I'm not a bad person, I do my best as a Christian, why can't something good happen??" That is trying to control God, something I didn't realize before. I may have never actually said those words to God, but I sometimes find myself feeling angry towards Him, wondering why He isn't being "fair" to me or my family.
I think it's all about maturing. As children, we were taught by our Christian parents and Bible class teachers the things we should do and how we should act as Christians, but as you get older, the relationship part needs to come, which no one can really teach you. It comes from reading God's word and praying to Him and keeping up the communication. That's how you build a relationship with anyone...spend time with them.
It's dangerous being the younger brother and believing you don't need God and you can just live however you want, but it's just as dangerous (if not more) being the older brother and thinking you can earn your way and that you deserve to be blessed because you are "good" and still not getting the "heart" part. My prayer for myself is that I will not just do things to check them off a list, but that I will realize that I am totally lost without God's grace, and there is nothing I can DO to earn that, and that God loves me whether I am a perfect Christian or not. I need to simply appreciate what God has done for me and in turn I will want to serve Him and do things for His glory and that is what He wants. He wants your heart!
Have a wonderful, blessed day!!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
New Perspective
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Happy Hump Day!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
While the cat's away, the mice will...work
There's really nothing else exciting going on in my life. It hasn't snowed yet. It's just been rainy and the temperatures have pretty much been in the 40's and lower 50's during the day. So, since I have so much to do, I guess I better go do it! Have a lovely weekend!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Texas Our Texas
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Bye Bye Fall :-(
Monday, September 21, 2009
Good Weekend
Well, it's time for P.E., so I guess I better skedaddle. :-) Did anyone read my riddle or is it just too difficult to figure out?? :-) I'll give it one more day, and then give the answer.
Have a marvelous Monday!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Food and Dancing (Not the baby-making kind)
Tonight Tim and I are going to the first session of our dance workshop this weekend. It's West Coast Swing Styling for all levels, which should be interesting...not sure what that entails but it should be fun. Tomorrow morning we have a West Coast Swing class for novices and then a novice Country Western 2-step class. After lunch there are intermediate swing and 2-stepping classes, and maybe I can convince Tim to sign up for those. We'll see how the beginning classes go before we decide if we're really ready for intermediate. Tomorrow evening is a dance to practice all the moves we learned. This will be Tim's first dance class experience so it should be lots of fun. I discovered swing dancing a few years ago when I went with a group from church and liked it a lot. It's pretty simple and just a lot of fun to twirl and none of that bumping and grinding stuff that makes babies (Church of Christ folks will know what I'm talking about :-p).
It's been a pretty interesting week. One particular student who didn't like me last week for enforcing the rules with her has liked me this week....another kid had a perfect day on Tuesday, but has had a few melt downs since then. Every day is just unpredictable and you never know what's going to happen. And now it's time to get back to work!!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Riddle Me This!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
I weighed this morning and I have lost another pound! So that's a total of 13 pounds for me! :-) Tim has lost about 20, so we're doing really well! We're just doing Weight Watchers and going to the gym about 3 days a week. Our schedules are pretty full so it's hard to get it in every day.
As far as wedding plans, my flowers are ordered and should be arrive in 3-4 weeks and I got some thank-you notes yesterday. I have picked out the bridesmaid shoes, so I need to relay that info. to the girls, and I still need to find beverage napkins, and we're going to order disposable cameras for our guests to use during the reception so we get lots of fun pictures.
Yay for the Cowboys winning their season opener! I am actually happy for football season to be starting. I guess it's from all the Cowboy games I watched with my family last year, it kind of got me into it. But the game wasn't on TV up here. Hopefully I'll be able to watch next week.
It's getting colder! The highs this week are in the mid to upper 50's with lots of rain. I should probably get my snow tires soon.
I hope everyone has a good week!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Happy 9-9-09!
This weekend Tim and I are getting our engagement pictures taken! There are a couple of places I have in mind. There is a park strip across from the church that would have several neat places to take pictures, and there is a botanical garden that I want to check out too. Hopefully it doesn't rain. Summer is definitely over. It's been in the upper 50's and lower 60's the last couple of weeks. This week the highs are about 60. It's nice sweater weather if the wind's not blowing, which is great!
We were at the bookstore on Monday and I found a DVD to teach sign language! It comes with a book to help you learn the signs and I watched part of it that night and learned lots of signs for different family members, rooms of the house, and basic question words like who, what, when, where, why, and which, and different prepositions, some of which I already knew. I really like signing and one of the TA's at work is fluent in ASL because both of her parents are deaf. I don't have anyone else to sign with, but I just like it and think it would be neat to know.
I'm practicing my piano every day and am getting better at the exercise Larissa taught me. She also gave me a book of simple solos and I learned the theme to The Munster's among others.
There are so many things I want to do. I also have lots of books on my bookshelf that I want to read. I really need to start reading my book for my class that starts in less than a month. My goal was to read it before the class starts so I'll already be familiar with it. One of the intervention coaches is really good at drawing, and that made me want to start drawing again. There's just so much I like to do, but I never take the time to do it. Plus there are the things I NEED to do, like laundry, and call my dental insurance, and plan a wedding (although I'm finding that most of what's left can wait until I'm home in November and December). I got the flowers done so that makes me feel better!
Well, I should get back to work. Just wanted to update since I hadn't written in a couple of days. Oh, and our Save the Dates should be going out by the end of this week, so that is exciting!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Good News and Bad News
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I've Been Working on the Railroad...er...wait...
One cool thing about yesterday was a family of moose walked by the front of the school on the front porch in the morning. One of the other TA's came in and told me they were walking by and I went to the window just in time to see the back end of the last one. It was pretty cool.
This morning I didn't set my alarm correctly and I slept until 7:30, which is the time I'm supposed to be at work! I called the front desk to let them know I would be late, and I made it by 7:53. I also get to leave early today, at 12:30 to go to the New Employee Orientation at the district's administration building from 1 to 4:30. Not that I'm excited about the orientation, but it will be nice to miss the worst part of the day, and get paid for working an extra hour and a half. :-)
I think I'm going to use this weekend to get a lot of wedding stuff done. I made a list of everything that needs to get done, but just haven't had much time to do it.
Well, back to work for me! Thanks for reading!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Our State Fair is a Great State Fair...
The youth group went to the Alaska State Fair this afternoon, and although it didn't compare to our great "Texas Star" ferris wheel and "Big Tex", it was still fun. We did get our picture taken with Hank the Moose (stuffed, not real) and I ate my first Buffalo burger, which was 100% ground buffalo and was really good. I learned later that it's actually a lot healthier than beef too. And Tim was sweet enough to ride a really fast, dizzying ride and the ferris wheel with me even though he doesn't like rides or heights. We also saw the vegetable and fruit exhibit, where the first prize cabbage weighed 90 pounds! And there was a 133.6 pound watermelon.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Long time no write...
Friday, August 21, 2009
My Mommy Made Me Mash My M&M's
Yesterday work went a lot better than the first day. The kids had settled down a little until the afternoon when they fall apart every day. They were trying to get the district to shorten the day for these kids because they don't function well at all the last 1 - 1 1/2 hours of the day, but it didn't get approved. I am on my first break, and it's almost over so I really need to get back. This morning has been pretty easy; I've just been organizing the book room.
I'm happy it's Friday and we are going to see Big Daddy Weave tonight and I get to sleep in tomorrow!! Woo hoo!!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
1 Down, 180 to go (give or take...)
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Happy Birthday Max!
Today my cat Max is a year old! I was going to get him a treat and some sort of hat or new toy or something, but first of all, I forgot...and I really don't have much spending money at all right now. So he'll just have to settle for Tim and me singing to him. :-) He's still biting me and attacking me and annoying me and I think he should live at Tim's place.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Day 1 Successful
The teachers are really nice, and it seems like a good place to work. The two teachers' names are Nicole and Dale, and Nicole told me that I can do a lot of observing the first week and just kind of let the kids approach me and let them get used to me. Two of the TA's have been in this area a while, and the other TA has been at the school since March of last year, but was on the other side of the building. We also have two "security" guys (intervention coaches) who do the physical restraining part, and their office is right across the hall.
Tomorrow we're all going to a convention center for district-wide training, including a class specifically for TA's which I'm looking forward to since I know nothing. It was nice, though, realizing that I don't have nearly the amount of responsibility as I did as a teacher. (Hardly any right now, other than be on time). Once school starts I'll be busy, but not outside of school, and TA's aren't even aloud to know the password to the new program for grades and attendance, so I don't even do that. I will help take attendance and record grades on paper, but I don't have any official responsibility for grades, lesson plans, or anything. So I can go home and relax instead of working until I go to bed. :-) Which will be good once my class for Capella starts in October. I'm taking my second class toward my masters in marriage and family therapy: Ethnic and Cultural Awareness.
Well, just wanted to share my first day with everyone because I knew certain people would be asking me. :-) Hope everyone has a good night!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Last day of freedom!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Onto the not so good, but more humorous news:
Because I'm such a nice fiance, and I know Tim enjoys doing things outside and we really hadn't done much, I asked if he would like to do something outside, and he immediately said, "Yes!" He had a pair of rollerblades in his car, so we decided to go skate. I don't own rollerblades because I've never done it before, so we went to the store and I bought myself a pair plus knee pads and wrist guards. And we were off! Tim assured me that he would be right there to catch me if I started to fall, so I wasn't too nervous. We went to a park that had a trail that was used by joggers, skaters, bikers, and it went through a disk golf course. I sat on the trunk of the car to put my skates on, and I had the same problem I had in the store which was, I couldn't stand up with them on. I'm used to roller skates with the brake on the toe, and just standing up on my toes, but of course you can't do that with blades, and Tim said, "Just stand up." That should have been my first clue I was in trouble...
So I awkwardly turn my feet and reach a standing position, put on my knee pads which were thankfully covered by my capris, and then adorn the wrist guards. We started skating around the park, Tim in the lead, and I was doing fine because I have ice skated, and it's pretty much the same thing and the ground was level. However, once we reached the main trail, we quickly reached a hill going down into a tunnel. I was not confident enough to go down the hill because I still could not brake. "Oh, you'll be fine," Tim says...I insist that I will not do it, so he gets in front of me and I hold onto his hands and he pulls me down the hill. It was scary, but Tim has been skating since he was about 12 so it was fine. We went through the tunnel and then up a big hill and by that time my ankles were hurting so we decided to turn around and go back. However, it was very much downhill the whole way back to the tunnel. I could tell because I didn't even have to try to push myself, and I would go and start to pick up speed. I went over to the grass on the side of the trail, and wondered if there was any other way to get back, but clearly there wasn't. I even considered taking the skates off and walking down. When I would start to go fast without trying, I felt like I did every time I went skiing. Very out of control because I can't stop. I have walked down a huge ski hill before holding my skis because I knew that if I tried to ski down, I would lose control and possibly hurt someone. But Tim assured me I would be fine and it wasn't that bad of a hill, and although I didn't believe him, I started down anyway. I was hoping he would offer his services again and guide me down, but no such luck. He skated down, and as I started down, I called, "Tim..." no response..."TIm..." That time I heard, "It's fine!" and I started going faster and faster, and yelled, "TIIIIIMM!!!!!" he had made it to the bottom, had just turned around, and I had just a few seconds to decide what to do: I could either turn at the bottom of the hill into Tim and hope he could catch me or at least make my fall not so hard, or continue straight into the tunnel where the ground leveled off, but probably fall anyway so I chose Tim. His eyes were so big when he turned around and saw me coming straight at him, and he put his hands out to catch me, but I was going too fast and I slid on my right side, and banged my wrist on the ground. (Good thing I got the guards!). I immediately started crying because of the adrenaline and the fear and anger at Tim, and I hit him on the leg and said something like, "You said you would catch me," or "I told you I couldn't stop!" I don't really remember because I was so upset. My leg was bleeding, and I started to take my skates off, but Tim insisted that I skate back. I did and I was fine, just upset and had a sore leg. I told Tim that this is why I'm not an outdoor person. The outdoors and I don't get along. And now I have a lovely road rash on my leg that is still pretty sore.
Tim felt really bad and apologized and even took me to Golden Corral, which he hates, to try to make it up to me. Because I paid a lot of money for these blades I will try again, but I will not go on any hills until I am comfortable braking.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Picture Update
As far as my life...I have a long list of wedding stuff I need to do but have not been doing it...I guess I need to start on that...which includes going to the dentist so I can get my teeth fixed...well, more like my gums, which are red and enflamed and bleed when I brush my teeth, so we can get our engagement pictures taken.
Hope everyone had a good weekend!!! Love y'all! :-)
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Pictures are here!
I also now have internet and TV in my apartment! Woo hoo!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
We Made It!

Monday, July 27, 2009
Update...yes we're alive!!

Tomorrow is going to be an early and long day...at least 12, maybe 14 hours...so I better get to sleep! Goodnight!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
The Open Road

Tuesday, July 14, 2009
The City of Flowers
One thing that I am having to deal with at night is my cat. He sleeps during the day of course and is ready to play at night, like most cats. When I was at my mom's house, he was usually really good at sleeping with me when I went to bed, but would usually wake up at around 2 AM ready to play, and would want to attack me. No problem, because I would just kick him out of my room and close the door. Well, in my little studio apartment my bedroom is the living room, and there is no door to close him out of. The only room with a door is the bathroom. When I get home in the evening I play with him a little, but it doesn't get all his energy out, and he's still a bundle of energy when I go to bed. He usually entertains himself for a while, throwing his toys around and chasing them, and getting on an occasional tare around the apartment. But then, without fail, he turns his attention to me and jumps on me and bites me over and over. I scold him, spray him with water but nothing deters him. The last couple of nights I've ended up locking him in the bathroom so I can sleep. Yesterday morning when I was in my bathroom I looked at the curtains on the window, and saw little holes in the bottom where Max had bit through them! My shower curtain also has holes in one spot where he chewed on it. Argh...he is a brat.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Viva Mexico


Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Pictures of my apartment have been requested and so even though it's still messy with boxes (I'm a very slow unpacker), here is my new home. It's small, but it has a really nice long closet and a super cute bathroom. I loved the green, and then I added my other two favorite colors, blue and yellow. :-) My bed is just to the left of where I was standing when I took the bottom picture. The one above that is my whole kitchen...sink, stove, fridge. Across from that is a wall. Not much to it, but less space to keep clean, and it's very affordable, and on the first floor, so I'm content.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I'm Engaged!!!
Friday, July 3, 2009
The Land of the Midnight Sun
Saturday, June 27, 2009
The Adventure Has Begun!
Friday, June 26, 2009
It's Moving Day!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Because my life is soooo interesting...
My great aunt Sharon asked for this blog, and when have I been known to say no to anyone? This will be the place to come to see updates on my experiences in Anchorage, Alaska! Never in a million years did I think I would be moving to this beautiful state, but here I am! I'm making the move in 16 days! Why, you ask? (Actually, you're probably not asking because everyone who is going to be reading this knows full well why I'm moving) Is it because I love packing and moving and will do it every chance I get? Is it because change is something I crave and openly invite into my life? Not hardly!! I'm moving 4,000 miles away because there's a very special, super wonderful guy who I love very much who lives there named Tim, and he is well worth it! :-)
